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Name: Ian
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 1/30/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: IANS HOBBIES INCLUDE LISTENING TO MUSIC ( DASHBOARD, FURTHER SEMS FOREVER, JACK JOHNSON,STARTING LINE,JASON MRAZ,SENSES FAIL,LED ZEPPLIN,POSTAL SERVICE, FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES, ATREYU, INCUBUS,UNDEROATH,THE USED)GOING TO SHOWS,WRITING,PARTYING, HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS(RAY,STACI,ASHLEY,TRISHA,BRIAN, NASH,BREANNE,LISA,RAMERO,RAGONE,MY BROTHER,STACI'S MOM(THE HOMIE)AND ALL THE OTHERS!!!),BODYBOARDING,AND GOIN ON THE INTERNET AND TALKIN TO PEOPLE I NEVER SEE LIKE MY WISCONSON FRIENDS(ASHLEY AND BECKY) AND FINALLY MY FAVORITE THING TO DO, TALK ON THE PHONE AND HAVE LATE NIGHT CONVOS WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS AND TALK ABOUT ANYTHING, OH YEAH I LOVE THURSDAYS!!!!
Expertise: WELL IVE BEEN TOLD IM TO NICE!! SO I GUESS IF ANY OF YOU EVER NEED HELP OR SOME ONE TO TALK TO FEEL FRE TO GIVE ME A CALL @ (562)310-1206
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Member Since: 5/19/2003

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Friday, February 27, 2004

so i decided this will be my journal for now on since no one really reads this anymore, anyways laety ive been think what the hell is goin on in my life? i mean i break up with the one person who actually cares for me in a way no one evewr will just because i thought it was for the better. well i gueess it was for the best cuz she diserves way more than i can give her. i fight with staci my friend all the time and im fuckin sick of it, no matterr wut i say she always gets offended. its fucken bull shit. and i just want someonmenew in my life cuz i havent had thatin a while. fuck i want allot of shit i wonder if il ever get it!!!


Wednesday, February 25, 2004

wow long time no entry!!! just wanted to say hi and i miss xanga


Friday, December 12, 2003

yeah pretty much today is the day i lost the little faith i had i god!!!! today my friend jakes dad died and trust me if anyone should not die it was tim he was the kindest and greatest person i have had the privelage of knowing. this guy would do anything for any one and his only wish was to live another day just so he could be with his family and the ones he loved, hes been fighting for so long and his struggle for life was just to rough for him to handle and he past away. i just hope that he is in a place where he is cared for and a place where all his pain is no longer with him. and if there is really a god . my best wishes go out to his family and i hpe that they all find the strenght that tim had to get through this hard time, tim, you will be missed and loved and i would like to thanku for being a part of my life and teaching me that life should be cherished


Tuesday, December 09, 2003

Currently Playing
Afterglow
By Sarah Mclachlan
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- adia
 

last weekened this guys chris who went to my old school killed himself . i mean i didnt really know him but i chilled with him a coulple times and from what i could see, he was a good kid, the thing that was pretty sucky was that allot of my freinds were really good friends with him and it was really hard to see allot of my friends feel down it really sucked!!! but i wish his damly nutin but my best wishes and all who were close to him im sorry


as you left us, you took our innocence with you,
you made us realize what life actually is,
you took the fiction away,
but your memories live on.
its easy to say life cant be that bad!
its easy to say you could have made it!
its easy to ask why!
but were not you, we just wouldnt have known.
fait brought you to an end,
your end has brought us life,
now all we have to do is find a way to keep it,
and reconize that it is easy to let go but harder to hold on.
life is tough and who ever said that it was easy obviously has never lived.
lifes a fight and some just dont have the strength to survive.
its no ones fault, so dont judge the fallen, theres nothing they could have done.
so in the arms of an angel may you find happiness once again.
in the arms of an angel may you be innocent once again.
in the arms of an angel will you give us the strength you didnt have.
in the arms of an angel good bye.


Sunday, December 07, 2003

Currently Playing
Make Yourself at Home
By The Starting Line
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- best of me
i just wanted to say that im so sorry to chris's family for their loss and even though i didnt know him very well it really hits hard to know that someones life is so hard and filled with doubt that someone could actually take their own life. and all that bullshit talk about where he is goin after death, like heaven or hell? i know that is a syn to take your own life but the bible is filled with shit that is hard to believ and if god could give a kid such a hard life and expect him to live it despite the depression, then god isnt as great as everyone makes him seen. if you ask me, everyone goes to heaven because in my eyes, god gives everyone a life and chooses how they will live it. its like fait u know, everything happens for a reason, from what i see, the reasoning of chris taken his life is just a message to peopl reassuring them to always say i love you or always make an effort to hang out with loved ones because you never knw when they will leave this world. so once again im sorry for everyone loss and i know that chris is in a better place know, a place where all his problems are no longer evident, a place where he can see that he was actually loved, a place where he can see his potential, a place which is better than where he was.



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